:(

kebangun pagi2…

padahal pgn bgn sianggggg

i just can’t get it out of my mind

i just wanna be alrite

wanna be fine

ignore the one shouldn’t be bothered anymore

just smiling to live my days again

lost

i miss bunch of pillows, bolsters, dolls

i miss lying down on bed and look at the sky and the stars at nite through my window

i miss walking down the street in the city

i miss catching trains, buses, trams

i miss riding bike n speeding

i miss drinking juice and sitting at the edge of the footy field

i miss hanging out in starbucks till it’s about to close

i miss strawberry cheesecake, teppanyaki, max brenner, sophia

i miss DFO, bridge rd, smith st, coles, chadstone shop centre, melb central, IKEA

i miss taking pictures

i miss TPG

i miss me – back there

deep

So this is what you mean
And this is how you feel
So this is how you see
And this is how you breathe
Sometimes
I know
Sometimes
I go down deep

Beneath the deep blue sea
Touching every breath
All a slight off hand
For everything you left

Sometimes
I give myself for you
Sometimes
I know down deep

maybe it’s time

to focus on me

none is understand

none is appreciate

none is listening anyway

that’s it

i wont do anything

i just wont

coz i dont know what’s with u anymore

even i cant help to drop my tears

even it makes me hard to breath

better off this way

im boring to suffer just thinking of you

im tired for caring for you

i had it enough

( i need a hug ( desperately…. )

sentiment

why do i feel

that im stuck with all

then none understand bout what i feel

none have ever being me

it’s not easy to be me

having say that……

lirik kanan lirik kiri……..

just hope he make it through

n decide what best for him

and for all

i dont wanna judge other

i just concern about him and his future

no matter what he did

miserable stuff

i always care for him..

all i wanna say to him

open ur eyes n see….(oks…)

hey you

i tried to run from your side

but each place i hide

it only reminds me of you

(please think smarter…………)

“love is not going anywhere”

a song by petra sihombing
Masihkah ada padamu
Sedikit bayang diriku
Akankah suatu saat
Kau berubah pikiran
Dan kembali

Masihkah ada padamu
Sedikit cinta untukku
Akankah suatu saat
Kau kembali kepadaku

Memang kita t’lah jauh rasanya
Memang kita sudah tak bersama
Jika memang kita ditakdirkan
‘Tuk bersama s’lamanya
Cinta takkan kemana-mana

been a while

i didn’t update..

busy there..busy here…

stuck in mind of  a lot things

few dissatisfaction of stuff..especially job-related stuff

have a thought on higher education is so blur

love ??? there’s a plan..:)

friends……..been a long time no see each other,kind of busiest time in the end of the year

fams………bro doesn’t come along yet….

weather…..still hot as always :p

often think of comin back to melby but still have no idea to get there ..

daily……xoxo