:p

i miss saturday nite just like very very old time

breakin

Hold on tight
Wrap your arms around me til your knuckles are burning white
All your tears
Couldn’t match the bitter taste of all these wasted years

You take take
Everything that wasn’t even yours
Wait wait
You don’t got a hold of me anymore

In a clear view there’s a silhouette
And I watch you and I can’t forget
Knew we were done when you locked that door
Yeah I figured it out now
Breaking’s what the heart is for
When I see you in a silhouette
And you hold close, do you feel regret

For so long
I’ve had to bite my tongue but what’s the point if the feelings gone
I turn my head
A blind eye only sees a memory but all I see is red

Now don’t
Say it didn’t happen that way
I won’t
Believe another word that you say

And not a soul sleeps
Another heart skips a beat
It’s every note that you wrote
And I hope that you choke on the lines
You’re wasting my time, another heart beats tonight

fallin apart

Can somebody save me?
Cuz I’m thinking maybe
That you can take me piece by piece
Then you got your reasons
But I didn’t need them
And either way I’m on my knees yeah
You knew when I was wrong
You say that I’m deranged
I can see that you’re uneasy and its not gonna change
And no matter how far

Wherever you go I’m crawling
Either way you’re breaking my heart
Wherever you go I’m crawling
Even when we’re falling
Even when we’re falling apart

melby

recently ….it often comes up on my mind

where everything seems ok to be just on ur own

even a lot of things should be completed in a such tight time

when i m alone but do not feel lonely

when it seems the river and even the city is trying to amuse me

when even to look at the moon through my window can make me smile

when just look at the stars in the sky at field nearby cause a brighter day

when just chat and laugh together with friends n only having apple juice and shared chocolate :p

kinda miss those

hiks

masih saja

blm ada perubahan signifikan

live on

Are you lookin for an answer..

For your lonely life seems more absurd?..

You’re spinning faster..

On your own merry go round

Screaming out in silence..

Longing for a piece of mind

You’re searching deeper in vain..

But all you hear is the same old sound..

Tired of twisting your mind..

Conscience has become undone..

You need a break for a while..

You gotta let it all out..

Or you’ll fall into pieces

LIVE ON MOVE ON JUST LET GO..

RECLAIM YOUR SOUL AND LET IT TAKE CONTROL

You’ve been seeking out for thrills..

In a universe unreal..

All the clues you have found have been leading you round and round

really do

miss the moment

without pressure

nothing…

just being me ….and days and nites…

that’s it..

??!!???

headache

hard to open my eyes

cant remove my body

not able to drag my foot

even after i close my eyes

i still feel it

even after a day sleeping

i cant get it out of my head

even in my dream

it still haunts me

even in recovery time

the wound still hurts

give me a break will u

changes

miss hang out or just do nothing but laugh together, eat or movies with several (special) persons for me

yup, surely they have their own activities

some has turn interest to some other things

some has more responsibility in their offices

some has more duty in their new chapter of their lives

some has moved out to other cities..

some just disappear

too bad..

some has changed

yup change over time

imperfect

you don’t  have to be so right all the time

it’s ok to make a couple of mistakes