confusing

it’ s such a terrible feeling that is pursuing to do something u have’nt known

actually ..im willing to explore..hence to many obstacles

better of …sleep n forget it fur a while

for sure

a lot of temptations is approaching when u r about n obliged to do the right things

sarangun himdunkabwa

I guess love is difficult,
It’s hard for me because it even makes me speechless
Because separation is so hard, because it’s so hard
Now even tears are extravagant to me

“Don’t trust anyone because everything changes later”
“Always be on your guard”
You never told me these things and I never learned
So now what?

“Always laugh first”
“Forgetting is easy if you keep practicing”
You say that one’s hurt becomes a joke after a while
But really, now what?

All the passed times that we spent together
Are left just as that
Even when I am still, my heart starts to hurt
Even if I’m torn, I must smile

jadinya

keingetan klo wiken dulu…nge you tube..nntn vid klip jadul ampe nntn pelem

on my laptop..kenshin..:) kinda miz it

dia ud nemenin gw struggling through my post grad study

pgn bli gantinya ..blm ada duitnya..

yuks nabungg..

getting older

thanks for all d wishes from dearest family, relatives and friends……

many thanks for u

LOVE U ALL

perih by vierra

Dirimu…
tak pernah menyadari
semua…
yang telah kau miliki
kau buang aku, tinggalkan diriku
kau… hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

salahkah…
aku terlalu cinta
berharap..
semua kan kembali
kau buang aku,tinggalkan diriku
kau.. hancurkan aku
seakan ku tak pernah ada

here and there

there

no matter what

even the hardest time of my life was happened

even it was thousand miles away from ones i love

i made it through

here

small pieces of issues approaching me

i often think of less

even i am big enough

to get through it

i am older

hence i become more fragile

i used to be strong

i should be a tough one

once again

on and on..

till then

decreasing level

both inside or outside

i get acute boringdom

it’s been a year since my arrival to be in this current position

as i’ve never been in the same place more than 1.5 year except for my last study

is it me….

only me

or is it …i need some changes..

dropped

finally…

i get sick…after all the journey

here i am. lay down in bed..

maybe ,,indeed i need a rest .

i need a sure thing

I need a burning stake
I need a piercing dart
I need something as hot as it is sharp
And I need to bleed
I need to burn
I need a sure thing
And you are a mystery to me

yup…sometimes it pop up to my head