i can’t be with you

Lying in my bed again,
And I cry ’cause you’re not here.
Crying in my head again,
And I know that it’s not clear.

Put your hands, put your hands,
Inside my face and see that it’s just you.
But it’s bad and it’s mad and it’s making me sad,
Because I can’t be with you.

Be with you.
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can’t be with you.

Thinking back on how things were,
And on how we loved so well.
I wanted to be the mother of your child,

And now it’s just farewell.

Put your hands in my hands,
And come with me, we’ll find another end.
And my head, and my head on anyone’s shoulder,
‘Cause I can’t be with you.

Be with you.
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can’t be with you.

‘Cause you’re not here, you’re not here,
Baby, I can’t be with you.
‘Cause you’re not here, you’re not here,
Baby, still in love with you.

Still in love with you.

my heart

i am finding out that maybe i was wrong
that ive fallen down and i cant do this alone
stay with me
this is what i need please

sing us a song
and we’ll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you

i am nothing now
and its been so long
since ive heard a sound
the sound of my only hope
this time i will be listening

sing us a song
and we’ll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you

this heart, it beats
beats for only you
my heart is yours

currently listen to

Belle Of The Boulevard Lyrics

Down in a local bar
Out on the Boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It’s a long way down, It’s a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg
And thinks He’s getting close
For now you let him
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It’s over.

[Chorus]
Don’t turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don’t be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings
In all your silken things
That song you softly sing
Is keeping you from breaking
It’s a long way down, it’s a long way

Back here you never lost
You shake the shivers off
You take a drink
To get your courage up
Can you believe it?
Just this once
Just for now

And just like that
It’s over

[Chorus]
Don’t turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don’t be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it’s alright
Please hold on, it’s alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus]
Don’t turn away
Dry your eyes, dry you eyes
Don’t be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

old time

Andai ku Jadi Radja
Mau Apa Tinggal Minta
Tunjuk Sini Tunjuk Sana Dengan Sedikit Kata
Andai ku Jadi Radja
Punya Uang
Punya Harta
dan Yang Pasti aku Juga Akan Punya Kuasa

Andai aku Jadi Radja
ku Diangkat Dielukan
Dikelilingi Bawahan dan Orang-orang Suruhan
Nikmatnya Jadi Radja
Dengan Menjentikkan Jari
dan Lambaian Tangan Maka Terpuaskan Nafsuku

Tapi ku Bukan Radja
ku Hanya Orang Biasa
Yang Selalu Dijadikan Alas Kaki Para Sang Radja
aku Hanya Bisa Menahan dan Melihat
Membayangkan
dan Memimpikan Tuk Menjadi Seorang Radja

Nikmatnya Jadi Radja
Kan Kubangun Istana
dan ku Dikelilingi Putri Yang Kan Slalu Menggoda
Nikmatnya Jadi Radja
Dengan Menjentikkan Jari
dan Lambaian Tangan Maka Terpuaskan Nafsuku

st 12 concert

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidupku

just dance

gonna b okay…

takkan lagi

Ketika, tak ada mawar yang kau saji
mestinya tak terjadi
di saat hatiku
terkoyak kebimbangan
Sekilas ada sebuah keinginan
kuingin ku kembali
di dalam genggamanmu
menjadi milikmu
Tak kan lagi
kubuat hatimu resah dan gelisah s’lalu
yang dulu biarlah berlalu
maafkan aku
Ampuni aku hapuskan jejak-jejak itu
peluklah sejenak
kau pun memahami
semua bukan salahku
Lintasan prasangka mungkin bukan
jalan syahdu
sejenak…hilangkan…
dosa-dosa…
Maafkan aku
yang telah mengingkari
ampuni aku yang belum mengerti
takkan lagi

in a rush

by blackstreet

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what’s been troublin’ my mind
But still can’t find the words
But I know that something’s got a hold of me

Baby, some day I’ll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don’t hear this song
I guess you’ll never know that…

And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I can’t explain
It’s over me

(personal comment : it didn’t come on me in a rush…slowly but i just knew it ..)

my heart by paramore

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I’ve fallen down and I can’t do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it’s been so long
Since I’ve heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

one step at a time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you’ve always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can’t touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You’re confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

When you can’t wait any longer
But there’s no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It’s your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time