ternyata ..

td mlm browsing smbil beres2 kamar yang ud terbengkalai seminggu smbil …..packing (lagi)  buat hr ini

sebenernya ud cape bgttt..tp takut telat bgn tar ga smpt packing lage

so dibela2in deh..smbil chat2 juga

hsl dr brosingan..gw nemu sesuatu…

tnyata seseorang bisa y,bukan hide ,,but did not show some things,,,

even to the closest person

dan gw baru ngeuhhh skarang

smpt terhenyak bentar

dan bpikir …how com gw ga tau saat itu y

where was i

all that time

i didnt even know

i didnt even notice

i didnt even think bout it

lumayan big shock fur me…though

it’s over

so i am over you ….

imperfect

you don’t  have to be so right all the time

it’s ok to make a couple of mistakes

lost

two of my relatives just lost their husbands, it occurred less than one month

me….currently ..i feel lost several friends…closest ones…used to be..

lost of someone ..something …always left the trace in your life, just leave it there, no need to ask why he/she/it is away coz it should just happened for her/his/its own good

but MOST is for MY OWN good

stop it

uring2an terusss.

my mind is flying going to everywhere with no destination point

all is gonna be fine

surely it is..

it is fine to be different

why am i different..

do i have to be like others…

QUOTE..

di quote dari sini:

“Bukankah kalau ada yang meminta kepadamu,
kau memberinya sesuai kehendakmu, atau bahkan kadang tidak memberinya sama sekali?
Mengapa kalau kamu memohon kepadaNya,
Ia kauharuskan memberimu sesuai kehendakmu?
Memohonlah kepadaNya. Ia pasti memberimu
dan biarlah Ia memberimu sesuai kehendakNya.”

nu year

set several goal

put much effort

do a lot of praying

then wait n see

 

walopun telat…i just wanna say “HAPPY NEW YEAR” everyone

wish all d best for upcoming years….

an ucranian says

“it is about feeling not knowing”

up to me

feeling is what i have on my mind

what happen to me in life is the affect of what i do

then …life is full of thoughts and choices

so….when the time is coming…i have to decide

i just hope when the time has come i will make the best decision